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+--COSPLAY #1 PROGRESS--+
Wig: 3%
Undershirt: 100%
Jacket: 64%
Pants: 100%
Shoes: 100%
Accessories: 10%
Weapons: 0%
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I appreciate all of the favorites. Really, I do. But is it that hard to leave a little message? A little comment? I'm sure most of you guys text so you're using to typing. So please, could you try and say something? It really makes it much more satisfying to share my art if I could hear some feedback. Don't even be afraid to critique it. I'm open to constructive criticism.

on another couple of notes:
1) Wonderland Syndrome has returned
2) I think I'm tormenting myself with the ticking from a pocket watch and I like it
3) I feel depressed again. (like you guys needed to know but just wanted to say it. I know. 'Nother emo teen, whoo. -_-)

I believe I'm digressing in my art and right about now. I'm thinking that I'm wasting my time with it. This is the first time I've ever thought this, and it creeps me out. I wanted to base my life on my art, but now I'm thinking I'm just not good enough to do it. I know I'm better than most, but I'm still bad. I know the "there's always someone better than you" line. I can accept that. I just want to be one of those people that you look at their art and have respect for. I mean, you just know they're good, not the best. Just one of the great....and I'm failing. Horribly. Everything about me relates to my art, EVERYTHING. without it I'm nothing. Really, it's to the point that I draw too much for my own good. I'm making my mind sick, but I just can't stop.

What the hell am I saying? I apologize for wasting your time with my rant and making it appear that I may have an ego. I don't.